w u n d e r k i n d . watching the stars light up the galaxy ..
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With just a pinch of courage, anyone can be a Soldier. With just a pinch of feeling for others, anyone can be the Messiah. No matter how you have changed, please don't forget about the others who care about you..
Hello y'all! Finally felt inspired to write here again. Life has been crazy busy with new clients, new studies, new relationship and new challenges. Finding that constantly...
Hey y'all.. its been quite a while since I have posted here. Life has been quite crazy for a loooong time. This year has been one of the more stressful that I have experienced,...
Well this is a bit of an update as OBVIOUSLY it has been a while since I posted on here. Currently I am back in Auckland at a course that will last several weeks - taking NLP...
Well hello y'all.. it has been a few months I believe since I wrote in here. Two at least. A lot has been going on, yet not much at all - at the same time. Thats strange, isn't...
Hey virtual universe people... just a note to say that I am doing much better at the moment. Not sure what turned it around.. went and got myself some of these flower essences...
Fuck today feels like a shit day. Slept in, then went out to lunch with Mum. We had a good day really - haven't had a chance to spend much time with her since moved back into...
Feeling sick tonite - bit of a cloud of gloom has come over me recently. Have been trying not to think about JP since he left the country.. but got a msg from him on my phone...
Ever been into a crazy relationship? Check out this article!! http://xtramsn.co.nz/lifestyles/0,,12614-6683741,00.html Well here I am! Settling back into my parents place,...
I feel as though I am standing on a high building somewhere in the center of the city, looking up to the night sky and watching as the star dance on past me, across the...
Time moves on and the world keeps spinning. I can't slow it down and I can't stop it. Would I even want to? Delightful dancing dreams of pain and longing, intermingled with...
Starting week 3 of my winter break! Yes, so good to be on holiday. Not to sound like a lush.. but I feel like I just want to get lots of drinking out of the way this week. I am...
It has indeed been a long time since I have written into this very old journal now. I had not actually intended to be writing in here again, but today I felt a great need to...
Visit my new web site - Reiki Heart - at http://www.reikiheart.net It has indeed been a long time since I have posted in this journal. These days I keep much of my thoughts in...
So much has happened recently.. oh my lord! The weeks preceding this have been up, down, sideways, this way and that! I've really not been very centered, and frustration and...
Where'd you go?I miss you so,Seems like it's been forever,That you've been gone.She said "Some days I feel like shit,Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"I...
Staying up with my family for a few days to get some intensive study done, as well as perhaps to gain some personal space for contemplation and regaining a bit of peace of mind....
Well tomorrow I go back again to the big city - so much to do, and so little time. I've made the decision its time to move on finally - i'm gonna leave the flat, and stay...
Life has been busy - amazingly busy actually. I have been fairly ill the past week and half with a virus that really knocked the socks off me to begin with. Got to try out some...
This has been an amazingly important and healing week for me. I have been through a lot in the recent weeks, had moments where I failed to see how I could make it to sun-up,...
Well its sure been a while since i've posted in here! So much has happened... and then again not much at all. I've just basically been terribly busy with school, the business,...
Past few days have been some of the most challenging of my life. Not alltogether "bad" or "horrible" for some reason, but I feel I have definately learned a lot from them. I...
Yesterday went to Jimmie's flat to pick up my stuff... he wasnt there. I txt him later to say I was really sorry I missed him, and that I did want to see him a lot... I didnt...
I feel like a real cunt. Jimmie just came online and tried to talk to me.. I basically almost said nothing. Behaved a bit coldly I guess. I didn't mean to. I felt like saying...
Day two. So far got through it ok. Spent a lot of time today out, driving places.. not going anywhere really... trying to go fast, and far away.. escaping the pain that I am...
Today has been pretty shitty. I am back home in Whangarei, after 5 days in New Plymouth with Jimmie and his family. Things didn't exactly go so well.. he was just so distant the...