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Well here I am! Settling back into my parents place, sorting through all my things, trying to get back into some kind of groove. Spent most of the weekend with my friends, and my room is still a shambles as I am trying to find room for everything. For the last couple of years I have been living two different lives, in two different places. Now those two lives are coming together, and I have to find the right place for each of them somehow. Am I up here in Whangarei for good? Perhaps. It seems strange.. being in one place almost permanently. Funny to think that I thought I was free when I left here.. but I never thought it really would last.

My room is a good symbol of my life right now.. books laying on the floor, while all the bookshelves are full. Clothes that have nowhere to hand, and CD's with no where to put them. How does a person make two lives amalgamate into one?

I saw Paul the other week .. he has a part time job working in a local restaurant. Went in there with my sister as we hadn't eaten since the place opened a few months ago and he was serving at the till. It was a good suprise tho. He looked good. We had a quick catch up and got our food & left.

I think I might actually enjoy this summer. I have my friends, my family, and my future. I am scared and still second-guessing everything that I do, but I do have faith. My friend Yvonne thought I was making a mistake in moving back home, but thats not what I feel. Everything in my bones is telling me this is the right thing to do. I am in the right place at the right time, and doing the right thing.

Have to say, its nothing if not challenging.