Hey virtual universe people... just a note to say that I am doing much better at the moment. Not sure what turned it around.. went and got myself some of these flower essences (yanno, bach flower type things..) and somehow after I started taking them I stopped feeling so sad all the time. I've been quite distracted actually, as I have a bit of a school break for a week or two and just been going to the beach
and doing things around the house. Tidying my room, helping mum with some of her immigration stuff.
Its not that I haven't been thinking about him.. its just that maybe now I can handle it.
 Missing someone doesn't mean you have to fall apart over them.

I tried to track him down, but can't so far. Attempted to get info from his University but they havent responded yet. So right now I am just waiting to see if I hear from him again.

 I had the opportunity to give my mother Reiki the other day.. she sprained her ankle and asked for Reiki to help it. It helped her with the pain a lot that day. It really reminded me how I do love to treat people, and just how much joy it gives me when I am treating a person. I hope I can find out my school schedule today so that I know if I can work or not. I would love to get back to giving Reiki to people. I may not be ready to teach yet, but I'd love to treat some people and put it out there.

This morning some friends are coming by to take me campingfor the long weekend.. should be fun! Hopefully not too much of a boozy weekend, as the last one I had was not exactly peasant. Distant memories of me crouched behind a trailer in the dark, feeling sick to my stomach. Yes. That was my New Years.. woo hoo!

Well Life goes on, and I am still here trying to just make my way.. finding my way in this strange place, with few people to help me along this path. I just have to remember to not worry, to not anger, to honor my teachers, be honest in my workings and to cherish all living things...

Thats the Reiki Path afterall, isn't it?

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